I would be kidding myself if I said this week hasn’t been tough..
One half of me is mad at myself but the other is kind of at peace knowing that I did what I could and left it all on the table.
It still sucks though. Selfishly I wish you would be more forthcoming and honest with yourself.
Oh well, I’ll allow myself this, just once.. then I need to suck it up, rub some dirt on it and move on.